To 2019

Hello everyone. I apologize for the long break. Please forgive me?

Well the reason for the break is that there has been so much going on in my head and I have been trying to pen some of them down but I couldn’t.

Merry Christmas in arrears. I believe it was beautiful for everyone of us.

And happy new year in few days to come!

What do I have to say now? Next Time you will hear from me will be In 2020😂💃🏾

2019 was rocky. It was full of laughter on one side. On the other side, it was kind of sad too. But most importantly, it was a year to test us, to challenge us and to see just how far we are ready to go for our beliefs.

Dear 2019, you taught me how to let go. It was very hard and sad. You made me let go of things and people. I won’t pretend and say it didn’t hurt even though it was right.

Dear 2019, you made me start my blog, the one platform I could maximize my talent and keep living in the ink.

Dear 2019, you made me realize how awesome I am. You made me realize how beautiful and amazing I am.

Dear 2019, you taught me that it isn’t how good you are that would make someone stay with you or bring someone good to you. Even the bad like good😂.

Dear 2019, you shook my faith and my convictions. You challenged me to the core. You made me rethink. You made me strong in a way I didn’t even want to.

Dear 2019, you brought me out of my comfort zone. I know you mean well but I hated you for it!

Dear 2019, you taught me how to know my place in life and stick with it.

Dear 2019, you brought some categories of people into my life that I wouldn’t trade for the world.

Dear 2019, you taught me to be confident. You raised my self asteem.

Dear 2019, you for a long time made me hate the concept of love. You made me pessimistic about love, marriage and family. But I know you did that so I could see all the sides of life.

Dear 2019, you hurt me really bad. You made me so sad that sometimes I could only stare into space.

Dear 2019, in some moments, you made me laugh so hard that I wanted to choke.

Dear 2019, you made me so proud of myself. You taught me who really I am.

Dear 2019, you taught me never to be ashamed of myself and hold my head high.

Dear 2019, you taught me not to be afraid of death.

Dear 2019, you taught me the hardcore truth about people.

Dear 2019, you made people I loved hurt me so bad because you wanted to challenge me.

Dear 2019, you forced me to grow up.

Dear 2019, you taught me that it doesn’t get easier. Nothing does.

Dear 2019, you taught me that i don’t dictate people’s actions and people will do whatever they want to do regardless of my actions.

Dear 2019, you taught me true love and true happiness

Dear 2019, you made sure and very clear that I never settle for less

Dear 2019, you taught me that God is only one I can really count.

Dear 2019, you taught me that I am looking for something. SOMETHING

Dear 2019, you threw my flaws in my face and made me deal with it.

Dear 2019, you made me trust my instincts.

Dear 2019, you brought out my superpower🦸‍♀️

Dear 2019, you made me love the right way

Dear 2019, you opened my skull and put this sentence in it ‘all you really want is to live within God’s love’

Dear 2019, you showed me that I didn’t know it all.

Dear 2019, you showed me betrayal of the first order!

Dear 2019, I really saw for sure just how God loves me.

Dear 2019, you taught me forgiveness above all.

Dear 2019, you taught me just when to let go.

Dear 2019, you gave me experiences.

Dear 2019, you prepared me for my purpose

Dear 2019, you taught me never to be ashamed of God and my faith in him

Dear 2019, you made me see the people I love waste their lives to drugs, alcohol and sexual immorality but shouted to me that there was little I could do and the little I could do was pray.

Dear 2019, you taught me to pray even if I don’t feel better instantly

Dear 2019, you made me love and hate

Dear 2019, you told me that as much as God loves me, he also loves those that hurt me. I hated admitting that.

Dear 2019, you made me angry, sad and made me cry

Dear 2019, you taught me that I am who I am by God’s grace and mercy

Dear 2019, you taught me to surrender to God.

Dear 2019, you taught me that sin has no hold on me because God’s grace holds me

Dear 2019, you made me a fighter.

Dear 2019, you made me deal with the consequences of disobedience

Dear 2019, you made someone tell me that forgiveness is not condoning someone’s actions but choosing not to hold them against the person anymore.

Dear 2019, you made me dare the world and unafraid of the consequences

And all in all, Dear 2019, you got me ready for 2020.

With the letter to 2019, I have picked the lessons. I burnt the hurts, disappointments and every negative feelings that came with the year. I have fully began the journey of my life.

Let’s do the same. It’s two days and few hours to go.

See you in 2020. I love you, viewers. Thank you and I love you♥️ May God’s grace and mercy find us as we are

For those of us that still have unfinished business.

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